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Closing Blogger

2011-08-08T18:38:00.001-07:00

Moving to http://windielim.posterous.com/

SLEEP

2010-12-28T04:15:00.000-08:00

Woke up at 3:43am morning.

Couldn't sleep at all. It happened in these two nights.First night, I didn't sleep well bez the central heater was set too high and it was so hot in my whole room. That's still ok. Today, before got into my bed, I adjusted temperature just in case this suffering happens again. And, it still killed me not because of the temperature. Temperature in my room is good actually. Argh.....So what's going on with me? Not getting enough sleep suffocates me to have energetic day in the next day.

Had devoted time & effort on one project which was completed early this month, after this, I thought finally I can be very relaxed and pack to go home. But it was out of my expectation. More work load and longer work hours came to me. Untraceable root cause and widespread cause of analysis with limited time . Basically I am doing investigation of the cause on everything comes up and being SWAG-suspected (Scientific wild-ass guess) by unprofessional person only. It only wastes more time and yet no results being figured out. Of course, I love challenging job but not in unprofessional way to solve a problem by covering the ass only. I wish I were scientist now.

And I thinks this bothered me to sleep.

Ok lar, going out for Starbucks and ahead to work. Fighting!

http://www.foodengineeringmag.com/Articles/Manufacturing_News/BNP_GUID_9-5-2006_A_10000000000000952365

2010-12-25T23:18:00.000-08:00

http://www.foodengineeringmag.com/Articles/Manufacturing_News/BNP_GUID_9-5-2006_A_10000000000000952365

Congress passes food safety legislation

2010-12-23T07:38:00.000-08:00

Congress passes food safety legislation: "The U.S. House of Representatives has passed the FDA Food Safety Modernization Act, which represents the largest changes in the country’s food safety laws in more than 70 years."

Recent Picture

2010-09-09T19:54:00.000-07:00

Picture taken @ Rock n Roll, Hall of Fame, Ohio

Havent been blogging for months. My blog update is dying. Should come back sometimes.
I hope all my friends and family being healthy, happy every single minute in life.

农历五月初五

2010-06-15T18:46:00.000-07:00

端午节為每年农历五月初五，又称端阳节、午日节、五月节、五日節、艾节、端五、重午、午日、夏节，本來是夏季的一個驅除瘟疫的節日，後來楚國詩人屈原於端午節投江自盡，就變成紀念屈原的節日，與春節、中秋等节日同屬东亚文化圈的中国、日本、韓國、越南的重要傳統節日。
－－－－Wikipedia－－－－

祝大家端午节快乐！

Missing family & friends....

我是一隻小小鳥

2010-06-14T20:53:00.000-07:00

Starbucks Gold Level

2010-03-31T17:16:00.000-07:00

Woohoo, Suprised Reward Message from Starbucks Today!

I love you, Starbucks!

This nerdy girl likes Starbucks cafe-ing and cooler drinks.

Spring is here. But somehow feeling like hot-dizzy summer, maybe I haven't gotten used to it. Fat accumulated in body too much over winter.It is time to WORKOUT. I don't want ( Fat + Body muscle= become "Roasted Pork") during summer.LOL...

A Thought To Share

2010-03-24T11:59:00.000-07:00

" Failure is an option but fear is not"
" We should always have curiosity. Imagination is the force."
" Don't put limitations on yourself"

-James Cameron

This talk is inspiring and powerful personally as how he reconcile his mind full with creativity and imagination into blockbusters such as Titanic, Avatar both movie I loved. It was downhearted that his film " Avatar" was not awarded for Best Film Director and Best Film of year in Oscar this year although many nominations.
Hoping to see more his great movies in near future.

Morning Suprise

2010-03-24T06:55:00.000-07:00

Apa ini? Tayar kereta saya sudah poncik. Aiks.....
My car tyre went flat on highway while driving on the way to work site. It was a bad luck of the Monday morning. It also was the first time I had experienced by myself in my life. Luckily I were in safe by decelerating speed instantly.
I called my boss to ask for car towing assistance. While waiting for help, I was mumbling indistinctly and calculating that the total fixing+labor cost wouldn't be a crazy number hopefully at that time.

Bill summary
Labor+ Oil Change+ Oil filter+Change front driver and passenger tyres+ Taxes = $ 210
It was still FINE as not what I expected but took more than earning for one work day.

Picture taken from Iphone while sitting in towing truck.

Power and Law

2010-03-12T09:29:00.000-08:00

I wanna be here and with you.

I can't find a reason to stay with you.

I am totally fed up of what you have promised me.

All problems you have that can and can't be get overcome is still under law enforcement.

Definitely I will sue you if I have enough power and strong financial support.

That is not cool,man.

Happy Birthday

2010-02-02T18:22:00.000-08:00

To a special friend,

Selamat Hari Jadi !
Saeng il chuk ha ham ni da!
生日快乐！
Otanjou-bi Omedetou Gozaimasu　！
Sang Yat Fai Lok!
San Ni Kuai Lo!
Joyeux Anniversaire!
Janam Din ki badhai! or Janam Din ki shubkamnaayein!
Chuc Mung Sinh Nhat!
Selamat Ulang Tahun!
Ah Moi ----->H.A.P.P.Y B.I.R.T.H.D.A.Y !

Super long time didn't talk to and see you,hope you're doing great in your final year. I wish I can attend your graduation if I come back.
Maybe all your dream come true. All the best!

* I haven't have a chance to look at " your picture ", you know what I am talking about.

"Distance and Time"

2010-02-01T10:38:00.000-08:00

You are always on my mind
All I do is count the days
Where are you now?

I know I never let you down
I will never go away

I really wish that you'd stay but what can we do
All the days that you've been gone I dreamed about you
And I anticipate the day that you will come home, home, home

No matter how far you are
No matter how long it takes him
Through distance and time
I'll be waiting

And if you have to walk a million miles
I'll wait a million days to see you smile
Distance and time, I'll be waiting

Distance and time, I'll be waiting
Will you take a train, to meet me where I am
Are you on your way?
I will never do anything to hurt you
I'll never live without you

I really wish that you would stay but what can we do
All the days that you've been gone I dreamed about you
And I anticipate the day that you will come home, home, home

No matter how far you are
No matter how long it takes him
Distance and time,I'll be waiting
And if you have to walk a million miles
I'll wait a million days to see you smile
Distance and time
I'll be waiting

No matter how far you are
No matter how long it takes him
Distance and time, I'll be waiting
And you can walk a million miles
I'll wait a million days to see you smile
Through distance and time, I'll be waiting

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh

I'll be waiting
I'll be waiting
Through distance and time
I'll be waiting

You are always on my mind
All I do is count the days
Where are you now?

**A song dedicated to celebrate for World's AIDS Day by Alicia Keys to all lovers who are separated and can't be together through distance and time.

I'm Back

2010-01-25T20:00:00.000-08:00

Finally I am back. I didn't go anywhere instead but back to my BlogWorld.

I am like a superslackslowreally turtle. I seldom keep my blog updated which really makes my friend upset.

What wrapped in my mind after the moment of missing in blogging action.

I went to Chicago (aka Windy City) during Thanksgiving break. Weather not that cold during that time BUT thicker jumper and winter jacket were not with me. That is upsetting me. Met my dear, walked to Navy Pier in group f**ckingfaraway and supertired afterwards, ended up "JumboHeadShrimp" of me forget to call desire restaurant and it closed in Thanksgiving day, found randomly a medium-high class Indian restaurant( Indian Garden)

Went to Minnetonka with house mate and her visiting sista for Christmas sale shopping crazy. I spent more in Chicago that time. Bought so many stuffs as rewarding myself of getting a job : )

During new year,all my house mates and her sista went to Chicago this time.However, insistence of staying home and taking rest for holiday I was supposed to ; instead, heart pulling over kicked off my mind that I should not be at home otherwise I would be cheering for new year countdown lonely. Walking on Michigan Avenue full of authentic and chic-style fashion brand stores lining up in all street crossroads. I personally love Macy,Bloomington mall . They are huge and billions business investment of shopping paradises which timelessly overwhelming me and every fashioners deeply . Spending second new year Countdown in Navy Pier definitely a great memorable time although freakingcoldness killed me down and my first new year countdown was in MN, great fireworks !

Now back in work, stuck-ing in office overnight due to hating frequent winter storms : (

Happy X'mas!!!

2009-12-23T21:54:00.000-08:00

Send your own ElfYourself eCards

Happy Christmas !!
Best wish and good luck to all of you.
We will meet one day. I am waiting.

Merry Christmas

2009-11-29T17:34:00.000-08:00

Presented along exhilarating Christmas song to all my dear friends and family members from Jackson 5.

Merry Christmas!

When you Believe

2009-11-10T18:22:00.000-08:00

"There can be miracles when you believe

When you believe somehow you will

You will when you believe"

* Specially dedicated to my dear friend-Vivian.

HomeSick

2009-10-26T23:40:00.000-07:00

My Home loves me.

Home---- The endless love and soul of place.
People---Tolerate,Grateful,Important,Forever in my life.
Time---Valuable,unforgivable,sweet.
Thing---Only changed.

Nothing gonna change my life. More appreciation.More treasure the people around you.More given time.No more same things but as long as you don't be regret.

I'm miSsing Home.

Blessed, n Keep Heart Warm.

=)

A.S.P.D

2009-10-18T18:50:00.000-07:00

Talking to one of my friend,majored in Psychology mainly in Human Behavioral psychology. I asked him about a psychology term " anti-socialism". How do we definite a anti-social person?

In aspect of psychology explains ,ASPD aka Anti-Social Personal Disorder,showed that 5.8 percent of males and 1.2 percent of females are the percent possibility of obtaining this disorder as proved.It interpreted that man is rather easier to have anti-social disorder in daily basis due to stressful job,family's financial supporter,potentially unrivaled life development etc.

According to Wikipedia's definition, its symptoms included :
Inability to keep jobs or stay in school
Inability to make or keep friends, or maintain relationships such as marriage
Substance abuse
Inability to tolerate boredom
Apparent lack of remorse or empathy; inability to care about hurting others
A persistent agitated or depressed feeling

Viewed from unprofessional psychological way like how we think in our daily life,I am excluded from this group.I hope I don't want to be part of it either. Human, sometimes,think stupid and unbelievable thing. What can you expect somebody to follow or stick to your life path and lifestyle? Nobody prefers either,perhaps he/she is your bf/gf/husband/wife/dad/mum but not closer friends. Live up your own life to maximum and do whatever you want.Move one step back and see, you are promised that the brightness of life and future is just right in front of you.

Believe in F.A.I.T.H

2009-10-13T20:54:00.000-07:00

A Story From my Friend- Boss

An Atheist Professor of Philosophy was speaking to his Class on the Problem Science has with GOD, the ALMIGHTY. He asked one of his New Christian Students to stand and . . ..

Professor : You are a Christian, aren't you, son ?

Student : Yes, sir.

Professor : So, you Believe in GOD ?

Student : Absolutely, sir.

Professor : Is GOD Good ?

Student : Sure.

Professor : Is GOD ALL - POWERFUL ?

Student : Yes..

Professor : My Brother died of Cancer even though he Prayed to GOD to Heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But GOD didn't. How is this GOD good then? Hmm?

(Student was silent )

Professor : You can't answer, can you ? Let's start again, Young Fella. Is GOD Good?

Student : Yes.

Professor : Is Satan good ?

Student : No.

Professor : Where does Satan come from ?

Student : From . . . GOD . . ..

Professor : That's right. Tell me son, is there evil in this World?

Student : Yes.

Professor : Evil is everywhere, isn't it ? And GOD did make everything. Correct?

Student : Yes.

Professor : So who created evil ?

(Student did not answer)

Professor : Is there Sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the World, don't they?

Student : Yes, sir.

Professor : So, who created them ?

(Student had no answer)

Professor : Science says you have 5 Senses you use to identify and Observe the World around you. Tell me, son . . . Have you ever Seen GOD?

Student : No, sir.

Professor : Tell us if you have ever Heard your GOD?

Student : No , sir.

Professor : Have you ever Felt your GOD, Tasted your GOD, Smelt your GOD? Have you ever had any Sensory Perception of GOD for that matter?

Student : No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.

Professor : Yet you still Believe in HIM?

Student : Yes.

Professor : According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says your GOD doesn't exist. What do you say to that, son?

Student : Nothing. I only have my Faith.

Professor : Yes, Faith. And that is the Problem Science has.

Student : Professor, is there such a thing as Heat?

Professor : Yes.Student : And is there such a thing as Cold?

Professor : Yes.

Student : No, sir. There isn't.

(The Lecture Theater became very quiet with this turn of events )

Student : Sir, you can have Lots of Heat, even More Heat, Superheat, Mega Heat, White Heat, a Little Heat or No Heat. But we don't have anything called Cold. We can hit 458 Degrees below Zero which is No Heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is no such thing as Cold. Cold is only a Word we use to describe the Absence of Heat. We cannot Measure Cold. Heat is Energy. Cold is Not the Opposite of Heat, sir, just the Absence of it.

(There was Pin-Drop Silence in the Lecture Theater )

Student : What about Darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as Darkness?

Professor : Yes. What is Night if there isn't Darkness?

Student : You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is the Absence of Something You can have Low Light, Normal Light, Bright Light, Flashing Light . . . But if you have No Light constantly, you have nothing and its called Darkness, isn't it? In reality, Darkness isn't. If it is, were you would be able to make Darkness Darker, wouldn't you?

Professor : So what is the point you are making, Young Man ?

Student : Sir, my point is your Philosophical Premise is flawed.

Professor : Flawed ? Can you explain how?

Student : Sir, you are working on the Premise of Duality. You argue there is Life and then there is Death, a Good GOD and a Bad GOD. You are viewing the Concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, Science can't even explain a Thought..It uses Electricity and Magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view Death as the Opposite of Life is to be ignorant of the fact that Death cannot exist as a Substantive Thing. Death is Not the Opposite of Life: just the Absence of it. Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your Students that they evolved from a Monkey?

Professor : If you are referring to the Natural Evolutionary Process, yes, of course, I do.

Student : Have you ever observed Evolution with your own eyes, sir?

(The Professor shook his head with a Smile, beginning to realize where the Argument was going )

Student : Since no one has ever observed the Process of Evolution at work and cannot even prove that this Process is an On-Going Endeavor, Are you not teaching your Opinion, sir? Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher?

(The Class was in Uproar )

Student : Is there anyone in the Class who has ever seen the Professor's Brain?

(The Class broke out into Laughter )

Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's Brain, Felt it, touched or Smelt it? . . .. No one appears to have done so. So, according to the Established Rules of Empirical, Stable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that you have No Brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your lectures, sir?

(The Room was Silent. The Professor stared at the Student, his face unfathomable)

Professor : I guess you'll have to take them on Faith, son.

Student : That is it sir . . . Exactly ! The Link between Man & GOD is FAITH. That is all that Keeps Things Alive and Moving.

Love me 4 a reason

2009-10-13T10:34:00.000-07:00

Recently, the news of Stephen Gately's death is a unknown and surprised me. Felt so sad to lose such a famous singer with good voice. Nothing really can be predicted sometimes.

Hold a stand and Look up the sky.Everything will be alright =)

Boyzone 's Love me for a reason

Faith, when you hold me

How you control me
You bend and you fold me
Any way you please
It must be easy for you
To love the things that you do
But just a pastime for you
I could never be
And I never know, Faith
If I should stay or go
Cos the games that you play
Are driving me away...
Don't love me for fun, Faith
Let me be the one, girl
Love Me For a Reason
Let the reason be love
Don't love me for fun, Faith
Let me be the one, girl
Love Me For a Reason
Let the reason be love
Kisses and caresses
Are only minor tests, babe
Of love turned to stresses
Between career and home
So if love everlasting
Isn't what you're asking
I'll have to pass, right?
I'm proud to take a stand
I can't continue guessing
Because it's only messing
With my pride, and my mind
So write down this time to time
I'm just a little old-fashioned
It takes more than a superwoman
My initial reaction is
Faith, give me your love

Edited Version By Me

Copyrighted.

When Taylor Swift Meets Coldplay

2009-10-06T22:53:00.000-07:00

Listening along JOhn Schmidt'music work, who is a well-known american song writer and classical musician, specially dedicated to his young daughter who loves this " LOve Story" sung by Taylor Swift in her recent album very much, either do I. Perfectly beautiful, matched and well-managed connection of two songs touched my heart and immersed into my soul .
Love Story+Viva La Vida
Love Story
In the Love Story MTV, it illustrated that two person who falling in love into each other when first meet, but the guy was warned by girl's mean daddy to stay away from his daughter and how they overcome and put up opposition to be together in the end. I'm not telling a love story, but the principles behind the story. As truth, as a daughter of every father, we are like flowers so protective and concerned everything of life, study, working, money by day and night by fathers in every corner of world when we're growing up which I truly believe. They love us without boundaries, but we should love them more than they did. For future,Dad, you always hope that we can find a good job after graduate as promised I will achieve one day. Seeing through disappointment in your expression which I hope it's not true , please let me go, dad. I know I always have my freedom to do whatever I want, that I really appreciate you being such considerate to me and I'm proud of you always and ever. I am not a teenager anymore, I guess I should have put decision on my own pathway of life and future, but there is one thing as universe, I'll be your daughter ever and ever.

Live life with Crescendo

=)
: )
: p
XD

XD

2009-09-25T22:48:00.000-07:00

Go Go Go!!

Looking forward this day.Beat it, Windie !!

Stories later.

Move / Stop

2009-09-24T13:30:00.000-07:00

When everybody who comes around you talking about something you don't know now or even won't go back in old time = falls apart from their topics, it really stops me and puts me in silence awhile. What?When?How am I gotta do ? keeps flashing back in my brain while working,sleeping,watching drama, bathing, walking, in short, 24/7. I have good planning but I still need somebody to approve my capability on whether fulfilling all job responsibilities. Like many of us would say, right job position should always deserve for right person. When does it come to me?

One friend of mine told me that I seemed having super fun in US life and it'll be long-time stay for me. It's true I would say but not all you can see are right. Definitely, I won't blame you =).Everybody has own dream and target for career achievement that I am not giving up at least at this moment ( Inevitably, pressure from looking for job, family are still there, but I believe that I stay stronger and happier than ever and ever no matter how & what ppl saying something that may hurt or encourage me).No worries.

It had been nine days long after interview, waiting for response really makes me out of patience =( And I'm willing to wait but not without any news if still pending ,rejecting, reconsidering, accepting. I guess I am crazy-ing in front of my laptop and keep finger-pressing on "Check mail" to refresh mailbox received. No give up.Be positive and Confidence.

In short, I will " Move" on my current life =)

Cheers!

St. Louis,Missouri

2009-09-15T21:20:00.000-07:00

Gateway Arch-The move to West

Just got back from St.Louis Trip.

I did have fun during trip.

Nth much to do there but just see, eat n play hard at the same time.

Thanks for all who had been all the time with me in trip.

I dun want any shitss happens again. Peaceful as better.

My heart keep telling a fact that it might be our last one although I personally don't want to think that way.

Everything is undecided yet.

Nobody knows what happened next.

I might change my mind as some good luck come to you.

Say GOodbye

2009-09-02T22:02:00.000-07:00

Sayonara, my dear brother who is going to study in Taiwan. Everybody is happy for you no matter what happened. Hope he will be doing well over there.No worries. I will go visit Taiwan one day for sure.

All the best from Dearest Sistar.

Summer Love

2009-08-18T15:28:00.000-07:00

Right around Fall start, now reviewing all things happened around in summer. Few words for conclusion for this lovely summer break " Great, Pleasant, Challenging, and Unforgettable", that're all in my mind.Back from TX+California trip, it was ten days off from lab. Yes larr, finally get free from boring and laundry-listed research workload. I still had to spent time with rushing on writing up some crappssss in reports which is due during trip with tiring eyes some night. Damn, but thanks for professor's finish up or else I won't be able to complete it. Well, wonderful and relaxing trip made me feels so good in my life. I did shop, eat, play, sleep, talk, walk, see and everything. Everything that I ate were nice and delicious, where I stayed were comfortable and cheap. I had chance next time, I wish I could have more time hanging around union square, San Francisco, a shopping paradise for every girls. All different brandy clothings and top fashion were all gathered over there.@ fisherman Wharf's, had superbly deliciousyummy seafood dish and crab chowder soup although spent cost was slightly high than I expected.

Working in Little Taipei,ok ok lar...pretty tiring job. But eventually I still can cope with it.
Next, St Louis trip with friends here. I guess it will be last trip with them.Appreciate all who are attending.

******Today's Wisdom of phrases******

ALWAYS remember the five simple rules to be happy:
1. Free your heart from hatred.
2. Free your mind from worries.
3. Live simply.
4. Give more.
5. Expect less.

Green Tea Frappuccino

2009-08-01T16:47:00.001-07:00

Summer Love

SummerLove

2009-07-30T15:37:00.000-07:00

Summer is short.
People can come and leave.
Everything is settled.
No matter what comes in the end.
There are some still in progress.
Moving, traveling, photoshooting, Jobless, job seeking, enjoying last moment of very short but wonderful summer time.
Love and care around people and being concerned n cared by ppl around me-Sweetest ^^
Learning to share sweet stories with ppl, listening to their advice and encouragement
Super like Starbucks' Green Tea Frappuccino, I guess I had at least twelve just in summer or even more than that, I m not sure.But most of time, I chose to be alone along with my laptop.
I love Yamcha with 38 +crazy gang of friends sometimes.
Last day of working for tomorrow. Need to settle few things before I leave. Be more responsible.
Won't think so much now. Hope everything will be fine after I m back. Yupee~~
D90, handle with care please. Be professional from now~~Call me if need help if I have time.
Keep listening "Daughtry-No suprise", Jacky Cheung's classic-hits songs,"復刻回憶" sang by 仁杰, 明湘". I like her look, body shape, not too fat n skinny, just nice. Stereotyping her styling. Her bf is super cute and so understanding on her.
Gonna get some sleep and discuss our upcoming trip later.

That's all.

New Profile picture

2009-07-26T07:39:00.000-07:00

The exploration of summer @ big creek

Having tons of fun in summer 2009.I am gonna miss you bez .....it is going to be last summer in US. I will miss all my friends who are leaving, working, ready for new semester. I am pretty sure these wonderful time we spent is ending soon. New semester, new student, new life in institution are gonna be three new phrases of life for both junior and senior .As graduated student? losing mind?dream?job? Questions in my mind keep popping out and pushing me very hard that even I would never believe and I am now like standing in junction of life pathway. Would I see brightful life in the future?

Would you help me? I need your encouragement at this point.

六人行

2009-07-02T08:21:00.000-07:00

Big Special Thanks to BoonGar and Weewen .Love 5 of you!

And, my yellow shirt provided!!!

And, most important, all shitss memories~~

Before and After

2009-06-27T21:51:00.000-07:00

New Hair Cut.I looked fresh and my hair is much shorter than before. I like it^^

Decision

2009-06-23T05:11:00.000-07:00

Well, what could I say? I get enough for your explanations which I understand.

Everything was over.What I suppose to do was done without saying a word " REGRET". What you can think was what I expected. I never blame you and you never hurt me. All of these happened are based on my willingness that I never ever be regret. Can you truly understand?

What can I do now?I don't want to move on. What for?I keep telling myself while tears are out. Maybe I should look up to sky and think deeply for starting my completely brand new life I should move on. It is time to put away my selfishness and learn how to appreciate everyone who always supports and loves me. I should learn how to love myself too from now on and also be awake on those things. Don't make yourself stressed over. I need time seriously.

Be cheerful ^^

Live Life with No Regret

2009-06-20T06:36:00.000-07:00

我能够做得到吗？

实际的事总是与人的梦想有差别。当人总是以为只要牢牢记得某些想要去实现东西，那就可以成功了。这谈何容易。每个人的脑袋的里脑细胞与神经组织每分每秒都在变质与传输没有人可以知道但自己清楚的讯息，这一个讯息根本不会有人知道，也不会知道下一秒人在想什么，如果彼此依然像静水一样畅流，毫无澎湃的浪花。人永远不会知道我/你/他要得是什么。更不要想别人去想你到底要什么，真的很累。

遇到挫折时，不要向恶事力低头。感情失败，应该乐观的接受。学业退步，更要勉励自己去把本分作好。而我？我到底应该做什么，我知道我要什么。一直站在原地起步的人，更应该做好心理准备去接受事实，不管你的未来是不是你能够掌握得到，但至少曾经对得起自己，不要让自己遗憾万年。也许，也许，我实在有太多太多也许的设想.我想要家人的原谅，朋友关心和另一伴（如果）的肯定。现在什么才是我认为最重要，我都知道。可是我能想拥有全部吗？我不要做任何的决择。我真的很不想。我不要任何好或坏的结果。因为我还是在原地默默的等待，没有用。

你可以选择你现在要的生活。我真的能够谅解。现在所有的问题都是我自己的，更本与任何人无关。而我应该跨前，去追求我要得新生命。人生可以有几个十年，但不要后悔这几年的思念与等待。放心去吧~~

Think 2X

2009-06-19T07:55:00.000-07:00

Human should always think twice when making decision or moving on to next step of life with no regret later on.

DAA (DesignersAgainstAIDS) have collaborated with H&M fashion company on promoting " Fighting Against AIDS). Kate perry is one of the artists invovled.The objective of this campaign which initiated from London is to raise awareness of AIDS among youngsters in modern day and prevent the unbearable spread of AIDS happening. For youngsters, be aware of AIDS and use condoms always.

From ad, there is a quote " Be smart,Do you part; Think Twice, Wear one. I found it is meaningful indeed. Both should take your own responsibilities instead of blaming each others. It is always stupid thing that human tend to fight for their own justice and judgement to the end after being involved in shitss. WHy don't think twice before taking action or making decision?Too much argument and dispute between each others can cause more pay off than you would never expect, it is worthless than anything.

Be sure ---->Think 2X= Think Twice

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战利品

2009-06-17T21:47:00.000-07:00

好喜欢这两件。。夏天咯。

Victoria's Secret in semi-annual Sales!!

今早即将准备去面试咯 ^^

最近瘦了。。。好开心 : )

真的没想到自己还有希望叻，继续加油咯。

我一定能成功的！！

最近很多东西一直不断的让我懊恼，到底我要什么？？

很对不起家人，来了美国两年半了，真么还不回家？我为什么还在这里？？我在干嘛？

烦。

想你的習慣

2009-06-14T19:34:00.000-07:00

就這樣簡單你走過來而我終於明白了自己為何要存在
慢慢的我已經離不開因為我已愛上你了沒有任何原因的
如果我說愛你能不能永遠相信

這一天我想跟著你跟你說你最愛的笑話
我想以後都能在一起
每天想著你已變成習慣一直幻想你在我身邊
牽著你的手我和你甜蜜的走

世界寬得有一些無奈你和我只有一個該怎麼不怕孤單
說好了我們都要勇敢就算不小心迷路了也能夠聽見你的
如果我說愛你能不能永遠相信

這一天我想跟著你跟你說你最愛的笑話
我想以後都能在一起
每天想著你已變成習慣一直幻想你在我身邊
牽著你的手我和你甜蜜的走

找到你的幸運多完美
所有感覺多特別
想帶你走到世界邊緣
未來不變

這一天我想跟著你跟你說你最愛的笑話
我想以後都能在一起
每天想著你已變成習慣一直幻想你在我身邊
牽著你的手我和你甜蜜的走
我和你甜蜜的走

自家便饭

2009-06-07T16:43:00.000-07:00

今天热

早晨结束枯燥的实验

一个人去逛超市

买了一些米, 鱼丸, 蔬菜.....

想想也很久没有给自己做做菜吃了.如果给妈妈知道, 就糟糕咯.因为妈妈常说要好好照顾自己的身体, 不要乱乱吃不健康的食物. 妈,我牢记了.

菜色-清淡但口味还不错(个人意见, 我不喜欢口味重的家常便饭, 有点不像福建人).

   普通炒油菜
   香肠炒蛋 ( 我至最爱香肠啦)
   豆酱鸡

吃的好饱,urk~~,哈哈.

后感: 我突然发现我的厨艺变了, 变得好没新鲜感. 每次都是一样的,该镇么办? 求救...

好想念妈妈的拿手好菜, 呼呼~~

我想我该是时候大补救自己的厨艺啦。

Birthday Present

2009-06-03T18:58:00.000-07:00

Shuyi's Bo Piak ~Yummy

Thanks for Yvonne's morning " Min Fun Kuai"

Shitsss Group,Luv u guys always

Thanks for Audrey,Ken, Yvonne,Chris, Shuyi,Yutzer,XinYuan, Johnny, Eunice,Linh

Thanks to Edwin& Kel, JY& Jon

Wah, I got so many present for my 23th birthday. Very happy and excited. Love you guys.Mucks.

Wahaha, I got all birthday wishes from all friends I treasure them the most. I am grateful that you finally wished me although it is belated birthday and it proved that u still care about me and remember my birthday.Special Big thanks to u all.

Best Wishes

2009-05-30T00:44:00.000-07:00

谢谢您们的祝福♥♥♥超开心^^

THanks for wishes from: Kahxiung,Weewen,Boongar,Yvonne(Current Housemate),

Audrey(Dearest Current Roommate),Roy(Current Housemate),Jonathan & Junyi,

Edwin & Kel,Ken,Jingyi,Chris,Ziting,YuYu,Kudut,Linh Linh,Sinyuan,Johnny,Shuyi,

Eunice,YuTzer,Allistair(My professional always Photographer),Thiru,Chonghwi

( Pagoh Friend),Ivan Mang,Yeegin,Laura,Zijeat(SM3S frenz),Mike Ho( Vietnam fren),

Nicholas Ng,BoonJoh( Best Close Fren),Edward,XuanXuan,Amy Hor,Leifong( 死党),

Melissa Tan,Micky Vincent,Patricia Quek,Ruey,CheeWooi,Mr. Ang,Cynthia,Ishun,

Kejia,JunSian,Weiting,Tango (My Boss),Jeff Siew,Lewis,Chua,Zae Lo,

Cheryl Wong,(Ex-Roommate),TrongAh ,Nick,Sufen,YaShi,

Chaihui,Chuanguan,Skynan,Yini TaN

Thanks for Sinyuan,Eunice,Shuyi,Johnny, Audrey,

YVonne, Ken, Chris & Seu Presents & Linh's Flowers♥

Thanks for Shitss Group preSent♥

Thanks for My Dearest Family Wishes from

Overseas Calling♥

Thanks for all who still remembers my birthday.

I appreciate.

Be Continued

POET

2009-05-29T21:28:00.000-07:00

AMES Municipal Airport? I never hear since one month ago.

ISU Flight? I didn't even know. I just knew that ISU had four privately-owned flight ever according to our Mr. Pilot, but now left one after economy downturn.

It was a great trip and wonderful conference at POET, South Dakota but bit tired, the presentations were long which makes me fallen in sleep.

23th Birthday

2009-05-29T05:06:00.000-07:00

明天就快是我的生日了。。

没有什么特别的生日愿望，知道朋友会为我庆祝，买我生日礼物，送上温暖的祝福♥

没有要求什么特别的礼物，只希望我能得到惊喜^^我还在期待中。。

几乎每一年都是家人与朋友的陪伴与度过，但我也希望能够有我的另一伴的祝福。或许现在也可能了。谢谢你们♥

我每一年都会买我自己一个我喜欢的礼物,虽然是昂贵了一些些, 但我觉得是值得的,那就 OK了.

希望我可以过一个美好的一天.

再续^^

♥

能有您的惊喜吗?或许也不可能了.

ISU Flight

2009-05-29T00:29:00.000-07:00

Keegewaquampe

2009-05-28T05:33:00.000-07:00

Keegewaquampe originally name by Chippewa tribe whcih is translated into " people among the great hill",nowadays it is Duluth, fourth largest city in Minnesota and also port city of between country seat of MN and St. Louis in Lake Superior.I was suprised when I found out it was fourth largest city because somehow the surround place in Duluth I went during Memorial days wasn't big and have not lots stuff to do, but definitely larger area than Ames.

First day, ***WaterRafting***I have never tried it. Waterrafting in Superior Whitewater was fun. It costed only $40 per person for two to three hours which is long time enough at my first thought.Weather was hot but felt windy and chilling not under warm sun. As usual, we prepared everything and additionally everybody had to buy Velcro straps shoes because we all were worried sports, crocs shoes will be rejected although they had mentioned in website. I would say this time we all had horrible but adventurous experience instead. One was bounced out from raft into current before second followed, third person " flew" out like acrobat according to only one survive people's judgement because of last rushing torrent we can't overcome it before we reached final destination , and finally, forth person dropped into river due to over-tension and loss of control without assurance from the person next to her. We have been keep talking about it whenever we were. Thanks God, I am Safe now. Unfornutely, I got pretty two deep cuts on my left leg and bruises on my right leg hit by the sharp rocks in the stream when I was struggling and trying to swim nearby the raft and I was the THIRD person. I am glad that I learned how to swim, or else I don't know what will happen as incident occured. Thanks to the " Jacky Cheung" tour guide's aid.

Peaceful and calm,huh? Definitely not,more suprise coming up
Small but comfortable

Deep cut by rocks

Second day, ****City Tour+ BlackBear Casino*** Couple of places like Great Lakes Aquarium, Railroad cross, Vista Fleet Sightseeing in daytime we visited are not too bad although they are not larger then Chicago aquarium, more fun and exciting than adventureland's railroad tour. At night, some people lost and won money; I was sleeping on the couch as for waiting them to win lots $$.BlackBear is the largest and newest casino in Duluth, totally different buiding design and structure with MN's Mystic Lake Casino, I preferably like Mystic Lake ^^.

Third day, ***HongKong Noodle,MN***, I love the food there especially 杨州 fried rice and Won-Ton noodle^^. I sure will go everytime heading to MN. Met up with friend, had dinner together,had free bubbles tea to drink,Life is so good!

That's all days I spent during the Memorial day weekend.I wish more holidays coming up soon.I miss MINNESOTA.

YEsterday

2009-05-22T06:55:00.000-07:00

I couldnt get enough sleep yesterday.I slept at 2:45am & woke up at 8am just now. I am supposed to wait for audrey back but my tiring eyes was forcing me down to sleep. I had fun at Sinyuan House because I was pretty free after submitting the project report in one busy week, so went visit them and talk shits there. Supposedly , we should play Poker but I were the one who suggest and cancel it due to Uncle Jon's final exam. ( Wei, I am a considerate person Okay, Ken?) After hilarious conversation with them, I had feeling but not much that I don't understand their world in term of thought in younger age that I personally think I am out of it. I don't know why their thinking and mind are different somehow. Should it be called " Communication Gap"? I don't know. I feel I am older LOL....

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Cosmetics really can change a person's appearance anew. And, So what?Everybody has their own style to make up and dress up nice as they want. But some people might think it is not neccessary to make up in daily without purposes ( me too!). Definitely, I won't say girls doesn't have to make up at all.Why must every girls do make-up? Their answer: Guys like to see pretty girls mah! Being stylish have to be rich too( that's what I think too). Despite it's not famous fashion brand which costed less then the famous brand, but we still have to spend the $$$ for nice clothes frequently. Why does people like to spend $$ on luxury clothes ? Me either! ( but I am not the one who is catching up the fashion trends like crazy).

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WEekend Schedule

Friday-Poker Tournament( Damn, I lose 5 bucks, but It was damn chun larr)

Saturday-We are leaving to MN,Duluth later : )

Sunday-In Minneapolis

Monday-Memorial days ^^

Tuesday-MN again, this time I am going to conference with my boss by flight.( Haha, not DSM, is Ames Municipal Airport)( I never know that there is a small airport in AMes since I have been in AMes for Two and half years).SOngness...

Nikon D-SLR5000

2009-05-19T13:41:00.000-07:00

Nikon has announced the latest edition of D-SLR 5000 which associated with various key features anew.

With its 12.3 effective megapixel CMOS image sensor, 19 auto exposure Scene Modes, various angle color LCD Monitor, continously rapid shooting as fast as four frames per second and nice 3D color matrix, that's why it catches my attention again since last previous several models. I am agitated now. SHould I buy one for myself?

**Cost: $ 750. Should I spend this amount of $$ but not feeling guilty not all after buying this fancy thingy? Or waiting until the coming Thanksgiving?

It's definitely worthy to be along with any photography lovers without financial budgets for rest of their life. Well, photo shooting- catching every seconds of your life without deepest regret in your heart.

Deep Thinking>>>>>>Loading....

Pella, Iowa

2009-05-09T22:38:00.000-07:00

Purple Tulips
White Tulips

" Kok Kok" SHoes

Dutch Ladies n Kids

Queen of Tulips

Pella-A touch of Holland, which is Dutch heritage town with significant windmills. And of course, now is the best Tulip season time. Tulips are really very beautiful, they have so many different colors. I love Purple, red and orange one. Even I have never been to Holland, apparently the place does gives me the real feeling of Holland culture, environment, people there.

There were one hour parade, literally the parade is much much better than VEISHEA.

I 100% sure that Pella is nice place although bit rain : ( However, I could say it is a paradise to all of us who have ever been there.

　　好可爱的婴篮

这个更可爱，好有小时候的感觉．
Besides pathway

Graduation

2009-05-09T07:37:00.001-07:00

Graduation Ceremony 2009,Spring.

COngratulations to all my fellow friends who are graduating this time.

Graduation list: Linh, Tai, YUyu, Chris, PengWooi, Yoolee, Kel n Edwin.

Wish you guys best of luck in future and everything.

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Today weather is nice.

Feel like walking outside to breath fresh n earthy nature air.

I am going to graduation ceremony I think. THinking wat to buy as souvenir for all of them?

I feel older now because I have graduated for one semester!! Cant believe the time rushing, as how we are chasing the precious thing in our life.

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Summer's approaching... What does it imply me what to do next in my future?

I have no crew.

发福了..

2009-04-13T20:32:00.000-07:00

最近拍的照片, 全脸都是肥肥圆圆的.糟糕!! : (

还真是没法儿,吃好,住好, 不肥还怪!

这张是我去参加Drake's Malaysian Cultural Night 2009 拍的.很久美扮的美美的, 更本没时间.但,我还是觉得不要常常化妆, 对女人的皮肤造成很大的负担.切忌!!

现在的我.

已经不要再要求什么是最美的.Ever said, Inner beauty is eternal: wisdom & integrity.

No one is always the perfect person.

生日大寿

2009-04-09T16:37:00.000-07:00

April 10 is not a special day.It can be a happy day for everybody, can be a birthday for someone or an unpleasant day.How was your day?
For me , I am happy that today is his big big day.

It had been three years I hadn't been at home celebrating my family members' birthday.It was upset that I am sitting in front of computer to wish him happY Birthday.It is not right feeling for me.Blak Blak, what am I doing ?I am ruining the happy atmosphere now( Actually just wanna makes him teardrops.)

Dang Dang Dang Dang....

This is my Brother...

Best wishes from dear Siasssster.

New added friends

2009-04-08T00:47:00.000-07:00

Recently, I added my high school classmates who are super blogging Kakis. I should say they are super Geng in blogging.

I always have several US closer friends reading my blog because I know that they understand me well , they know what has been happening to me. I never use MSN space to write my blog and there is empty blog space when you click and see.

It had been four years after I graduated from my high school. I seldom have the chance to meet all of my high school classmates. I went overseas two and half years ago. I went back Malaysia for once ( the end of 2007, nobody came back because US holiday calendar is different from Taiwan, Australia, Singapore, China etc). But I didn't get chance to meet all of them. I missed the annual SM3S CNY gathering for three times ( I bet I am the king of FFK= Fang Fei Kei) .I never know what's going on them except some closer friends.

I seldom use Friendster but Facebook. Getting more and more classmates registered as facebook users. Things never come as what you have expected as I thought it would be better way to keep in touch at first.

Welcome, my friends.

Jai Ho

2009-04-05T21:19:00.000-07:00

This is Slumdog Millionaire original music video.When I were young, I always watched Indian movies in TV at home.Apparently,at that time, every movie surely have few dancing scenes especially guy,girl and a group of dancers at the back.I have no crew why they do that.However, Indian guys and girls can dance perfectly.Girls have nice belly and it is so attracting the moment of dancing when their mood are on.

I love this video.It is more nature and conserves the tradition of Indian culture.

Recently, The Pussycat Dolls came out new album themed with Slumdog Millionaire movie,which is freaking famous movie.This is their music video link.

Jai Ho( a.k.a You are my Destiny)

Nicole Scherzinger is similarly a hot AMERICAN INDIAN in this video.Personally, I don't really like this video because I think it lost the element and culture of the movie itself although it edited from the original video.

Fountain City-Kansas City,Missouri

2009-04-02T23:35:00.000-07:00

Nice japanese Hibachi,yummy!

Inside WorldWar II muzeum

Hanging around Kansas city during spring break.Although it is just two-days trip, we had alot fun ,eat nice authentic asian food like Indian, Japanese, Chinese Dim-sum and of course American steak and visit historical memorial building,WorldWar I memorial. I didnt even know and was curious that WorldWar II memorial was located in Kansas city.It was such a long history.Anyway, it deepened my history knowledge, I totally forgot the history classes I took during the high school period.Now, at least I understand the war background and involved countries in WorldWar II.

WorldWar II memorial Library

WorldWar II memorial tower

Overview of WorldWar II memorial

Sprint Stadium-NCAA, NBA tournament venue

Lose voice

2009-03-30T08:38:00.000-07:00

I got a sexy voice now.
I keep coughing after just two-days Kansas city trip during last week spring break.All blames goes to Ken Lim dude.Thanks for your diseases,bitch.
I feel my throat puking out soon if I still haven't got any medicine.
I can't sing song.The last song I sang is Kelly Clarkson" My life would Sucks without You".The time, my voice was turning worse.
Bitch.Get me back.

Hair cut look

2009-03-11T18:58:00.000-07:00

Skipped today's Tao Kwan Do class.Terrible.

Instead, I went to Leedz salon for new hair cut.Doesnt look new but I like it much.I want to have full and dense hair growth^___^

Back view

Look flat and no layers viewed from back.

Front view

It somehow does look same as my previous hair style.But I think this one looks younger and prettier.

I bought two hair care products recently.Feel broke now.But I seriously need some hair care since I seldom purchase any hair care products.I got duff,brittle-end, dry, stressed hair. It all blamed to me because I never really take care my hair well.Damn!

But as promised, I do will.

Bead head Masterpiece $17.96.No idea why they priced it with special 96 sens.Haven't tried yet.My hairdresser said that it will give shiny hair after spray ahead.It's also suitable for frequently flat-iron hair person.

Redken Extreme,Anti-snap $16.00.So far, it makes my hair silky and smoothier than before.I believe Redken has not bad reviews on all their hair products.

Justice

2009-03-08T10:59:00.001-07:00

Cursing is not the way to get revenge when you don't know who is right or wrong, accidentally or purposely as everybody should know.It only makes you better in that moment but not long time.The more you put your anger in way of cursing people, you will become more immature in term of your thinking and integrity.
I learned it.Not matter how cruel you curse a person who you extremely hate or the person ever makes you sad or angry, do you really think it will come true at then end silly?It did happen sometimes but definitely not yours.Positively thinking, justice is always going around us.Why don't you just wait to see what will happen to him or her without any good or bad expectations?I trust justice is always existing whatever we do.
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Recently, for you, I have no feeling on you, just simple friend.I know we can't be possible to become your more-than-simple friend ( in term of nicely talking friend) .I met you but I am not ready to talk with you like old times based on certain reason but it doesn't mean I hate you. I concern your life as your friend. I am happy to know you are living happily. Reviewing back my previous life, it was always wonderful memories. Thanks for being kind and caring. I deeply appreciate you.Being nice to person is your strength I swear.I love you this friend seriously.I hope you know. Be Happy in your life and future. I hope you find a right person.
Sorry for being aggressive but I have to.I don't like being bullyed.

Will you know this? I hope you do.
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Wah, this is last falling snow for WInter in Ames I guess.
I am still in the lab waiting for my friend to go seminar as to Internatinal's Woman.I need to give a speech. I am so worried I will be shivering when presentation.I havent prepared anything yet but I have to.Damn!!
Relax.
Calm.
Cool.

Congrats' to WanLing

2009-03-08T00:50:00.000-08:00

3/7/2009 is Tan Wan Ling's big wedding day.

I wish her and her fiance 白年好合，白头偕老，早生贵子。

Out of expectation but really happy to be informed that she is the first married person among our 高三理 classmates.

Suprisingly, my 三姑 is her pretty close relative too.

Anyway, who is going to be next person in our class??Guess.

Best Movie ever "Slumdog Millionaire"

2009-02-22T21:08:00.000-08:00

Danny Boyle, Dev Patel, Anil Kapoor

director Actress Actor

Hooray...The movie of " Slumdog Millionaire" was awarded for majority nominations of Academy Awards 2009.

It was really super duper nice movie.

The movie was presented for " Best Picture", Danny Boyle as "Best Director", "Cinematography" , " Film editting" ," Original Score" A.R. Rahman , "Jai Ho" from "Slumdog Millionaire," music by A.R. Rahman, lyrics by Gulzar , and "Slumdog Millionaire," Ian Tapp, Richard Pryke and Resul Pookutty.

Good job!

Miscommunicate

2009-02-12T22:13:00.000-08:00

Do you have ever have miscommunication with your friends via MSN,Facebook etc?

Can you communicate effectively with using special character of abbreviations?Even you understand the meaning, but doesn't mean other people can understand what you're talking about.It is true.

A news forwarded by friend,Facebook,showed that there are some examples of abbreviation words.Like,

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BRB-Be Right Back

Lmao-I'm laughing like hell/I am dying laughing

FTW-What do you think?Many people may think that it is opposite WTF.

It stands for " For the Win".

Vblog-video BLog

PWND-Pawned

Web Celeb-Web celebrity

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One time, when my friend msn me " LMao " this word, I was quite angry why he was insulting me with this terrible description.It it because LMao sounds like bad and rude words in chinese pronunciation term.

Be learned.You may be seeing it next time

HaPPy Birthday-BoonGar

2009-02-08T12:07:00.001-08:00

To someone who looks cool sometimes.

To someone who always be nice listener.

To someone who might not call and talk to me first.

To someone who miss Malaysia because he cares his family.

To someone paying hard to achieve his dreams in one day.

I wish he will find his new chapter of life.

******HaPpy Birthday To You*******

Shitss leader's wishes.

Today

2009-02-08T03:01:00.000-08:00

Just came back from Des Moines,I slept all the way in car.Like a pig.

After renewing some features of my blog,now it's 5:02a.m.

It is time to call me a day.

Goodbye my love.

To someone I miss -Sufen

2009-02-08T02:47:00.000-08:00

To a person I miss and care,

Long time no see, no contact, no msn.

I don't know what is she updated life now.

Whenever I ask about her msn nick, she always say NOTHING to me.

I know you guys really don't want me worried.But, you're wrong.

Friendship should be caring and willing to share with each others whatever sadness,happiness and madness we have gone through.

Please keep in mind.

Few days ago,it was her big day.

I hereby wish her have a bright future and always have wonderful life in backhome.

HaPPy BirtHday to you.

Take Care.Miss you.

Life

2009-02-05T19:39:00.000-08:00

What does life define in your own way?

Life changed always.

Life is unpredictable.

We can't control everything we want.

Nobody can be the richest person in the world in his/her life span, even a billionaire.

Nobody can be the ugliest/prettiest person in the world because there is no right standard of human aesthetic judgement.As in nobody can say," You're the ugliest person in this world."

Nobody must be highly educated only devoted to better and brighter future,even a poor- educated man can be a successful business strategist.

Because, even a previous yale-student as advertising executive with 6-figure-earning annually was fired eventually.What does this real-life story tell us?

Have Michael Gate Gill said,"I always feel better after working a shift, maybe because my own life feels so complicated — there are so many things you can’t control. You can’t control relationships, you can’t control life, but I can get that drink just the way they want it, that double tall skim latte,'' from The New York Times news.

Life-Always be ready to undertake anything happens in our future.

Life-Do whatever you like as long as you enjoy it.

Life-should not have any stress and irritation.

Taciturn

2009-01-27T15:28:00.000-08:00

Motionless day....

Just feeling freaking exhausted after facing with reality of cruelty.

Be steady for next time.

: )

Believe everything will be fine.

Enjoying my HapPy Ox Year after sleep :P

說好的幸福呢

2009-01-23T06:27:00.000-08:00

說好的幸福呢

的会话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉之
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续场着歌
假装没事了

时间过了走了
爱情面离选择
你冷了卷了我哭了
一开始都不快乐
我用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了

怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
开心兴不开心一一细收着我再不拾
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得

你不等了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了
我都还记得
你不等了说好的幸福呢
我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

Upcoming OS

2009-01-08T14:58:00.001-08:00

After creation of new user interface ,Window Vista, it privodes many new features and more advanced functions than Windows XP,Windows 98 etc.Even more breakthrough, Windows 7 is still being created by Microsoft programmers and will be published soon. Window 7 has more enhancements especially user interface such as sensor-touch(you can click and open a specific file by finger touching desktop surface, speech and handwriting recognition and better PC booting performance which supportedly moving towards into a new technology era for Windows. I can't wait to see the new upcoming release of Windows 7 to all users with its superior and excellent functions.I am not using Windows Vista Operating system but instead still Windows XP. However, I have no ideas how good it supports our PC processor.

There are some new features in Windows 7 I would like to pinpoint such as Windows Explorer contains desktop slideshow which we can put whatever our desired pictures with slide change in designated amount of time.

The Riddler

2009-01-08T11:51:00.000-08:00

After hot hit of The Dark Knight on July,2008 in movie film ranking, everybody was expecting and waiting the continued Batman 3-The riddler.

According to rumors, they said Johnny Depp who also plays as main actor of " The Pirate of Caribbeans" will act as the riddler in movie.Nobody knows somehow whether this rumor is true and authentic.We will see.I like to watch " The Dark Knight", neither none of you I believe. Can't wait for the release of Batman 3 on 2011 years.

Sleepless

2009-01-05T02:10:00.000-08:00

After sending off my daddy at international airport, I am now sitting in LAX Domestic airport.Hardly see any passengers passing and walking around but few airport cleaning crews are working hard to keep the airport clean and fresh.Other than that, it is totally a fairly quiet airport now.

Now is 2:13 am midnight.My flight is at 6:20a.m at later early morning.I was thinking to ask whether I can change my flight for earlier time , so I don;'t have to wait for longer time at airport.However, all flights before me to Minneapolis are full-seated.

So what can I do now?I just signed up T-mobile HotSpot@ for daypass which costed me $5.99 for 24 hours continuous access. Checking emails, facebooking, blogging and catching up updated news are my daily routine.At the same time, I am editting some trip pictures from all these about 18 days included MN+ California+ LV.I have tons of pictures to save and copy to my own file.Undoubtedly, I think I have thousand pictures that making me crazy now.Well, trying to finish it up is better than anything else before taking a nap because caramel machiato from Starbucks I bought even makes me closing up my eyes soon.Arf.....

While loading pictures from my hard-drive is still on progress, I am going to upload two first.It was a freaking windy and cold day the day we went to West Grand Canyon.Grand canyons actually have two main streams which are west and south stream.I love West Grand Canyon much more than others mountains I had been to before and it is also slightly expensive but shorter distance and time spends which is about five hours bus drive if we go west stream. On the other hand, it takes 11 hours bus drive on return ways if we go to south stream.Besides, south canyons has less adventorous sport activities like helicopter tour from the rim to colorado river with boating afterwards and skytour which west stream has. Numerous huge canyon and valleys associated with several creeks forms a spectacular and beautiful scenery in front of our eyes.The canyons is vertically deep about 5,000 feet / 1524 m) from rim to river and the width of the canyon at Grand Canyon Village is 10 miles / 16 km (rim to rim), though in places it is as much as 18 miles / 29 km wide.

Mr. Spongebob @ Universal Studio

Shitsss family

2009-01-01T22:30:00.000-08:00

Shitsss leader has something to say.....

The leader is missing her all shitss memberss listed below:

Shitss 1: Vivian Leow

Strong Criteria: Strong passions with her future and presence, enthusiastic on education learning, never easily give up something that she insists and nicely treatingfriends

Shitss 2: Suetling

Strong Criteria:Caring girl who is always supporting you regardless of your decision, willingness to listen to and share with your joyfulness and sadness

Shitss 3: BoonGar

Strong Criteria: Strong and independent guy who always has his own opinion towards everything matters, helpful

Shitss 4: Kahxiung

Strong Criteria: open-minded, optimistic( which I admire always), simply and happy guy

Shitss 5: Yam Yam

Strong Criteria: Concerned with friends, funny and crazy guy, pasSionate towards his education and future, treat girlfriend nice( How about shitss friends? Keke....)

Lastly, says HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009 to everyone!!!

And, she wants to you guys to remember " Make new friends and keep the old, one is silver and the other gold"

She won't forget you guys, as long as you still remember her.

New Year Hope

2009-01-01T06:51:00.000-08:00

HaPpy New year 2009!

Now,I am in somewhere near to San Francisco,called Newark/Fremont.I stayed one night in Hilton hotel.This hotel is much much greater than KNIGHT INN( that is super sucks!).My new year countdown this year wasn't too much special along without fireworks,parade etc.Instead, I was watching the Countdown in New york, U.K,Hawaii, Chicago, HongKong,China and several big cities. I could see it was very chilling and freezing in nEw York.Every celebrators were craving and crazy for new year 09' coming even the weather was crazy outside too.

****New year =New hope&wish****

I hope ..........

I hope I can lose some weights after 9-days trips

I hope I should be alert of taking care my health by eating healthy, sleeping enough, avoiding high-fat and cholesterol food, prohibiting too much alcohol-drinks but instead more vegetables and fruits.

I hope I can get one nice job even the world is facing economic recession.

I hope I can learn more skills on photo-shooting after inspired by my friend and my passion.

It is not just a hope but my on-going plans.Hopefully I can fulfill them.

Graduation

2008-12-19T21:47:00.000-08:00

Today is my graduation day.

My father arrived yesterday morning.He was extremely tired after so many flight transit when I saw him.The lucky thing is the between flights doesn;t have cancellation or delaying especially at Chicago O'hare International airport where I was so worried after I bought this online flight ticket and I just noticed that.

My family brought me a lots a things like bird nest, snack, chinese new year cookies, mooncakes and others. I was so happy : )

背叛

2008-12-15T07:45:00.000-08:00

雨
不停落下来
花
怎麼都不开
尽管我细心灌溉
你说不爱就不爱
我一个人
欣赏悲哀

爱
只剩下无奈
我
一直不愿再去猜
钢琴上黑键之间
永远都夹著空白
缺了一块
就不精采

紧紧相依的心如何Say goodbye
你比我清楚还要我说明白
爱太深会让人疯狂的勇敢
我用背叛自己
完成你的期盼

把手放开不问一句
Say goodbye
当作最後一次对你的溺爱
冷冷清清淡淡今後都不管
只要你能愉快

心
有一句感慨
我
还能够跟谁对白
在你关上门之前
替我再回头看看
那些片段
还在不在

life is tough

2008-12-05T23:09:00.000-08:00

Now is 1am midnight.I am tired and going to sleep soon.Just want to write a blog before calling it a day.Today is Friday.It is such incredible that I am gonna sleep so early,that is unusual of my unversity life than previous. I have to work in lab morning later and am attending a Dubh Dance performance @ 3 pm( that was the dance club I joined in two previous semester), I don't have expectations for this time, hopefully it won't be too sucks but better.

I want to cut my hair tomorrow because I hope to graduate with nice hair look,hehe ^_^.

Recently, job recession is getting serious. According to CNN.money.com, November in this year has the highest percentage of striking off in past 34 years in US.That is freaking unbelievable and incredible.GM bailout case made me believe that any big US company can request easily government's subsidies to recover their business economic if they are facing any financial crisis. They made this economic getting worse and worse due to weak business management and strategic planning for their company.

I was so upset when being rejected for summer internship due to company structural changes(which means company doesn't have money to hire people) after two second interviews. At first, I expected to be accepted by them.I don't want to find job now because I am tired of looking for careers. Time and economic doesn't allow us to make our own future life.What I can do after graduated?Life is tough somehow although I always believe that working hard and smart could overcome everything, but it wasn't expected at the end.I am looking for new hope and life that I am chasing for...

Back to here, I really need a sleep soon. Nice sleep makes pretty and shiny face and skin.

Ciaoz.

Current

2008-11-30T20:26:00.001-08:00

Right now, I am doing nothing ..I keep surfing internet and I think seriously I don;t know what I am doing now at this moment.I have lots of thing to accomplish before I graduate; however, I am slacking like a lazy bug.

Thanksgiving break is over...there is no more holidays for me in my acadecamic year. I enjoy my university life. I think I learned a lot especially "relationship" which can be friendship, loveship and whatever. I understand and experience but I know I still have long way to go in my future.

Sometimes, I noticed that I am not quite knowledgable in many aspects of knowledge such as technology, business , economic, fashion trend. I am quite out-of-date.I need to improve myself through reading more book, magazine, not only just stick to books.......I'm facebooking too much!!! I am sick of it, that is enough.I still have many dreams to come true but I just choose not to waste many time on useless things.

My father is coming to US soon. We are going to California+ LV for 9 days.I hope it will be very fun.Some more, the weather is freaking cold in IOWA. I hope my father will get used to the weather here.

In this thanksgiving break , I went to MN for shopping + eat+ Casino.I spent less this time not because I don't have stuff to buy but I have to save money for my coming trip~~California.I bought a polo shirt for my father, hopefully he can fit it. The rest I will just wait for him to choose and buy.

Many people keep asking me about my future plan after I graduate.I don;t know yet.I still have many thing to settle before I decided what to do.I will tell you guys soon hopefully.

Tired now.I am going to sleep.

Yes "Wee kenD"

2008-11-06T17:16:00.000-08:00

Yes!

Tomorrow is Friday...hapPy weeKend again..

At now, I am still struggling with homework with exhausted mind to welcome wonderful Friday.It is crazy I have to work over this Weekend again and this winter is coming soon(Seriously I don't want snowing, I hate snow).It will be freaking cold and wet after snow melted on your shoes.

BUT, I don't care it right now, I just want to take a bath, eat my dinner cook and heading to library to accomplish my homework and study for quiz.Last but not least, enjoy my Friday, hohoho...

Yes," Wee kenD".

YES WE CAN

2008-11-05T04:25:00.000-08:00

BARACK OBAMA FINALLY BECOME FIRST AFRICAN-AMERICAN IN 44TH OF US PRESIDENT.
HE IS MAKING NEW CHAPTER OF US HISTORY...

HE CONCERNED" HOW FAR OUR NEXT GENERATION WILL GO"? " HOW LONG CAN HIS DAUGHTERS LIVE IN US"? THAT'S WHY UNITED STATES NEED " CHANGE".

I BELIEVE THAT HE WILL BRING NEW HOPE TO UNITED STATES.

I AM ALL PROUD OF HIS WINNING ALTHOUGH I CAN'T VOTE. I HOPE TO SEE ANOTHER NEW UNITED STATES WITH WAR PEACE, GOOD ECONOMIC AND POLITICS SOON.

mY nepHew BiBi

2008-10-14T20:47:00.000-07:00

I am happy and excited to have my first nephew...my friend said that he looks like me especially my smile. How do you think?

Anyway, let me introduce my nepHew....

**Name: 林楷哲***

**D.O.B: 8 September 2008**

I am still thinking a nice english nickname for him, like Kaiser( this is actually how to pronouce his chinese name but not nice), Isaac( this is a nice one, cool!) ir Edmund. But then , final decision still goes to his papa and mama.

I think the time when I go back Malaysia , he already grows up like a small little kid, not infant anymore. Faster call " Gu Gu",Bibi ^_^

Library after class

2008-10-02T15:34:00.001-07:00

Where should I go after work and class?Recently, I ask myself ," library" or "home"?
I know i am asking stupid questions to myself.But I don't think I am stupid because nobody can more understand my situation in this moment.
I should go back home no matter how late the night is.But i prefer staying in library with friends or even alone,I'm super willing.The feeling of back " apartment" is totally different with previous life. Gossiping+ bullshitting is most horrible to see how fake a person is. " Please shut your mouth up" I can't endure to shout out if my patience put over my frustation in one day.
I will not be f**king the person but still enduring....
Continuine on study.

The moment

2008-10-01T05:38:00.000-07:00

The moment when everybody is still sleeping in this nice weather, I am struggling in my exam study....

I so wonder now I am sitting in couch and watching TV or online after exam today now.

I wish myself good luck in these important exam and quiz today.

Exam+Quiz+Lab Report

2008-09-28T22:11:00.000-07:00

I have 1 exam, 1 quiz and three lab report due this week.

I am gonna be tired and like died fish soon..

hopefully update soon.

Good Luck to all of my friends.

Lick Creek Trail @ Missouri

2008-09-28T21:48:00.000-07:00

I have so much fun from backpacking @ Missouri's Lick Creek River Trail near beside Mark Twain lake which we didnt go at the end due to high water level. I told myself that I wasnt regret that I decided to go even I couldn't go with my dear friend due to no availability of seat. However, I knew lots of friends from different countries. I can barely remember their name now. We hiked for 3 days 2 nights in National State Park. Here are some my pretty photos that edited by me. Let me show you.

我和他

2008-09-28T20:54:00.000-07:00

心情很低落。。真的很难受,到底有多少爱可以重来?

到底我如何做才可以彻彻底底忘记你？我真的无法做到!!!

我有我的原因为什么当初你选择作你所谓的好朋友, 而我一点也不伤心而不满, 那是因为你没有给过我任何的交代, 我失去方向了. 我每夜都在哭, 一直在想爱一个人真的不容易, 可是我却一直再坚持和安慰我自己不要伤心和难过. 你离开的那一晚,当你走进我的房间, 我不知所措.我好想紧紧地抱着你和你说我会一直爱你,等你当你在那事业有成, 但...

我一直很想跟你说, 虽然那只是短短的3个月,可是我体会到你的爱和关怀.我不是一个常常会把心事说出口的人, 因为我要的是一个能真正和我一样能够了解彼此的心情和心事, 而你却是我的要的.

我很讨厌自己, 再我宁愿一个人自己承担这一切而不去扰乱你的刚进入社会的生活, 而这已经是一年了. 而你却放弃且选择您的另一伴.

我知道这日记将永远不会出现在你的面前,而我也想让你知道, 但至少我能够让我会变得好一点...

对不起如果我不想当面见你,不是我讨厌你,但至少让我不再想起你...

一直一直在我心中...

I mIsS "V"

2008-09-28T11:23:00.000-07:00

I miss "V" badly....This few days many stories , nice or bad memory reminds me lots. I don't know why I feel sad when reviewing those old pictures in my facebook. I miss my old life instead of now.However, I know it is impossible to go back the life I have enjoyed and a person I missed badly till now. The moment I am writing this blog, my tears almost drops but I try not to...
I am always waiting for him to appear in my life, however, i know it's impossible right now. He had his own life and sweet partner. Many friends told me that it wont be longer time, but I wasn't persuaded even by myself. HOW CAN I BE HAPPIER THAN BEFORE AND NOT TO THINK THAT MAKES ME CRAZY?

CAN BARELY CONCENTRATE ON MY STUDIES NOW. BUT I HAVE TO,nO cHoiCe.

First use Photo Funia

2008-09-25T19:18:00.000-07:00

I love Photo Funia!!
It can help you to design such great picture whatever you want.

Tiredness

2008-09-25T13:12:00.000-07:00

I have a lot thing to do this and next week...However, I am not catching up my homework instead, I'm surfing internet for online shopping.Don't know why, I feel like buying something but no specificity.Uhm....my brain keeps popping out so many brands in my mind such as MiuMiu, Topshop, AlE and others that are my favorite fashion brands.
Uhm...let me have some time to look for my favor.
However, I still have many thing to update in my blog soon,especially the backpacking trip I just came back from, I have so much stories and thing to share.
Good luck for myself.
Ciao.

Backpacking Mark Twain Lakes @ Missouri

2008-09-18T22:10:00.000-07:00

Windie_Lim is going to backpacking at Mark Twain lakes, Missouri which is 4-hours drive from Ames today at 5pm, not too bad.Hooray~~ in term of Happiness and Excitement.Finally i fulfill my dream of adventure activities @ US.

And, I am leaving from Friday to Sunday.So, I will miss my friends and food here actually.

I have so many stories to tell after i get back from trip. Huhuhu.....

Mark Twain Lakes,Missouri

夏末

2008-08-03T21:46:00.000-07:00

Summer is gonna be end soon, I will miss it .I still have so much thing to do but I don't have enough time for me to accomplish all my dre@ms. I worked hard everyday not because I just want to earn more money for my expenditures but my current employment turned out to be my part of my responsibility in my summer life.I have to finish all the work everyday before heading out. That's how I feel and think recently.I worked in field most of the time recently and I got serious sun-burn especially my hand and back-neck. No matter how I ply sun-lotion for protection once in 30 minutes under the sun, my hand and back-neck all are turned to skin peeling off. I hate it so much now. I wonder why my skin is so bad and dry.I try to put more lotion now and hope to get better, renewable, healthier,shinny skin.
I am going to NYC+BOSTON+Washington DC from August 10 to 20 with my nice friends. I am so excited to gather with them soon. It has been long time not to talk often and meet with them.I hope everybody is staying well and happier than before. I feel proud of myself because I achieved my dre@m because I will spend only my money earned for this trip.
Besides, my sweet friend jenny and me are going to make our new hair in big city and don't know good the hairstylists are there. Can't wait to change my hairstyle soon~~

My edited picture

2008-07-26T17:35:00.000-07:00

I learned something today.I learned how to edit picture by using Microsoft Digital Image Standard 2006 that I never ever try before although I know it is simple and easy.AT LEAST, this is a good start. Stupid thing to say, but I'm totally " idiot" on Photoshop program. I am outdated. I will get the chance to learn and explore it. It is so much fun to edit your own picture and you can make it nice to appreciate or share.I love it~~
These are my two just edited personal pictures.

7th @ r.Norman

2008-07-20T08:25:00.000-07:00

I have never been to but I knew I love it at first sight when I was standing in front of 7th Avenue street corner.I was appreciating its spectacular three-leveled building with rooftop and taking pictures. I knew it's one of my desire -high-class, brilliant r.Norman house,MN.I am always desire for romantic and high-social class place(although I am not what riches now, but I have faith in me that I wanna come if I have own money).
In 4th July celebration, there was a long line up outside the Norman house. From my eye, girls wears pretty night dress and high-hills; guys looks nice. It is how sweet to be here with your partner one day, I am waiting :p .
r.Norman is a famous and renewal American Steakhouse and night pub(affordable luxury for certain level). I love the rooftop which is a nice place to enjoy a wonderful and peaceful night view. Argh.....The fountain with variety furnishing of liquors and wine where mixologist is standing is absolutely spectacular,splendid and pageantry.
My dream will come true one day..

My 22th birthday PresenT

2008-07-20T07:55:00.000-07:00

My Birthday: 5/30
Thanks for you guys' SweeT & WarM pResents. Love you guys.

Hair Conditioner treaTment @ Leedz SaLon

2008-07-20T07:13:00.000-07:00

It was a nice Saturday in Summer. I was heading to Leedz Salon(One of the hair salon in Lincoln way,Ames) which is very close to Hyland Ave to do hair treatment once a week as usual, but this is first time in there and and my hair was very frizzy and dry caused by chlorine from swimming pool. I usually go Super wal-mart if I have free time. I made an appointment on Friday for ten o'clock.The salon is well-decorated and somehow still in renovation for hair waxy. I were pretty sure I checked out the price of hair treatment,$10.Nothing to ask, the hair dresser began to wet,wash my hair with shampoo,put conditioner,and then steaming as usual.But one thing, I like she helped her to massage hair which is good for my hair. After all, she asked her whether I do blow air-dry and hair strengthening after hair wash at home eveyday. I said no.That is still fine. But then she is so friendly, she went ahead to help me blow-dry and hair straighten my hair and ply on at least six different hair products such as volumizing mousse, hair oil, anti-frizzy, texturized cream and etc.I was so blur and I thought their service is so nicer than previous salons.Heading to front desk, I was shocked as the cashier asked for total $26 dollars from me. I decided to negotiate with her. She then asked her boss. The unsatisfied and unfriendly boss asked," did she get air-dry blow?." Yes,she did", the cashier said. " Then it charges for another $10 dollars and $6 for hair products", the boss said. I was gonna be crazy and so pissed off with the boss' attitude and I was never noticed even by my hair dresser for extra charge. I was gonna to sue them if I can.
$26= my three times hair treatment at other hair salons. I felt being betrayed and cheated by them. I learn a lesson that I must be very alert next time while purchasing and consuming. " SOmetimes good Benefits for you doesn't mean really 'GOOD PAY'."

new bLog@Web

2008-07-17T06:18:00.000-07:00

This is my new web blog spot. Hooray~~
I hope I will love it, treasure it, update it always ,muaks!
I don't mind if you have any comments,welcome.
manY sTories to begin and share .....

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